I had issues with my cell phone today. We also had a couple of people helping with our broken sprinklers (fixing pipe). I'm feeling a bit flustered. I feel like there are so many things going on right now that I really can't handle anything else. And then, more issues come up. I don't know why. I feel like someone somewhere is continuing to add to the pile of concerns just to see when I'll break. Maybe it's to see when I'll ask for more help. (Although, I'm not sure what I would ask others to do that I haven't already.) I feel like I'm being tested somehow. Let's see what really will be the last straw - just as an entertaining experiment. That's what I feel like someone is saying right now. I wonder if Heavenly Father truly thinks I can manage everything effectively right now. I'm not. So, why give me more?
I'm sure there's a lesson or an analogy in there somewhere. I'm just so busy wondering what's going on and what will happen next that I'm not even sure I can come up with anything right now. Maybe I'll wait to post this until I can state a purpose.
